On my Knees

There have been so many times when my best well laid plans have totally gone astray but thinking about it afterwards, whatever the outcome, it was for the best to all parties and events.

There  have also been times when there were places that I intended to go to, but I should not even have considered, and there were interference that canceled the trips.  I strongly feel that God have had a hand in my plans.

I have struggled to acknowledge His existence.  When I am in my garden among the growing vegetables that nourishes me so well and it gives me so much pleasure and peace to be out on the Back Forty with all the greenery, bushes, and trees, how can I not believe in Him?

A few weeks ago, my feet and legs gave way and I fell. I could got get up.  I crawled and finally got to my knees and stayed like that for a long while. I strongly felt that God put me in that position to contemplate my relationship with Him.

That was not enough.  When I chased the cat a few days ago, I fell and broke my ankle.  I stayed on my knees until the ambulance came and carried me to the hospital.  Again, God had me on my knees.

These serious events or signs are helping me to slowly and mindfully adjusting my attitude and I am striving to become a better person.


I hope to get down on my knees again without drastic prompting from Him.  I have much to be thankful for and I do feel blessed.

Thank you for visiting my blog.